Am i clever or ______??
actually,i'm clever with sports but ______in my studies..just dun understand why...Seriously,i pass my silat grading test but fail in my studies such ah mathematics n history..arghh!!I JUST HATE IT VERY VERY MUCH!!!i really have to buck up!!
Are my friends really a TRUE FRIENDS??
some of my friends are seriously not my true friends..some of their attitude really cannot tolerate anymore..sometimes very sickning,annoying,irritating n more..actually,there are no true friends in my life..but i hope so i have at least 1..very hard to find true friends that i can trust...i think my true friends are my school teachers..
Whats happening to me??
whats really happening to me??i'm really getting stupider every year with my academic..all of my friends are clever..espacially this group f ppl:radhiah,faiza,zafree,afiqa n more..why am i soo stupid??maybe i was born that way..i always tink nagetive abt myself n positive toward my friends..i'm quite jealous abt my friend beling smart..no wonder i got 152 for PSLE..(2008)what the fuck!!!arghh!!!
Express myself
i will always cry at home and ask myself,WHY?HY AM I ALWAYS HAVING THE BAD LUCK IN MY LIFE??WHY??am i born to be a jinx girl?WHY??was i also born to be hated by people?WHY?will i have a bad talent??I JUST HATE MY LIFE!!but what i noe,i love my dad n my friends..WAS LOVE EVEN CREATED FOR ME IN THE 1ST PLACE??i will have to love myself 1st to love other people..haiz..
Did i appreciate what i have now??
i dun think so..coz i will be asking for more then what i have now..sad.. :(anyway,i should appreciate all the things i have..i have psp,ps3,internet,laptop,handphone,a large television n more..this things all cost more then $100..can u imagine??only my dad is working..actually my sis n bro too..but my bro cannot be rely on..seriously..some of my friends really dun appreciate things that are given to them..they always wanted to change fone,spects,laptop n stuff..PLEASE LAH PPL,APPRECIATE!!STOP WASTING MONEY!!i really hate ppl buying things that are very expensive n then abandon it..i really hate it..haiz..when they have no money,then they noe how's my feeling..anyway,i really appreciate everything that you all did for me..
date:12/11/09
time:9.35pm
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS!
