Am i clever or ______??
actually,i'm clever with sports but ______in my studies..just dun understand why...Seriously,i pass my silat grading test but fail in my studies such ah mathematics n history..arghh!!I JUST HATE IT VERY VERY MUCH!!!i really have to buck up!!
Are my friends really a TRUE FRIENDS??
some of my friends are seriously not my true friends..some of their attitude really cannot tolerate anymore..sometimes very sickning,annoying,irritating n more..actually,there are no true friends in my life..but i hope so i have at least 1..very hard to find true friends that i can trust...i think my true friends are my school teachers..
Whats happening to me??
whats really happening to me??i'm really getting stupider every year with my academic..all of my friends are clever..espacially this group f ppl:radhiah,faiza,zafree,afiqa n more..why am i soo stupid??maybe i was born that way..i always tink nagetive abt myself n positive toward my friends..i'm quite jealous abt my friend beling smart..no wonder i got 152 for PSLE..(2008)what the fuck!!!arghh!!!
Express myself
i will always cry at home and ask myself,WHY?HY AM I ALWAYS HAVING THE BAD LUCK IN MY LIFE??WHY??am i born to be a jinx girl?WHY??was i also born to be hated by people?WHY?will i have a bad talent??I JUST HATE MY LIFE!!but what i noe,i love my dad n my friends..WAS LOVE EVEN CREATED FOR ME IN THE 1ST PLACE??i will have to love myself 1st to love other people..haiz..
Did i appreciate what i have now??
i dun think so..coz i will be asking for more then what i have now..sad.. :(anyway,i should appreciate all the things i have..i have psp,ps3,internet,laptop,handphone,a large television n more..this things all cost more then $100..can u imagine??only my dad is working..actually my sis n bro too..but my bro cannot be rely on..seriously..some of my friends really dun appreciate things that are given to them..they always wanted to change fone,spects,laptop n stuff..PLEASE LAH PPL,APPRECIATE!!STOP WASTING MONEY!!i really hate ppl buying things that are very expensive n then abandon it..i really hate it..haiz..when they have no money,then they noe how's my feeling..anyway,i really appreciate everything that you all did for me..
date:12/11/09
time:9.35pm
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HELLO!!! :)HIE..Juz came back from t-net club at marine parade..hehe..me n aini laugh alot there..BEFORE:before that,me,aini n faiza went to parkway to buy things n my ear stick for npcc..coz cannot wear coloured ear rigs..soo..have to wear transparent ear stick..haiz..so the things coz 90 cents n i bought two of it soo yah..$1.80..haiz...soo after that,went banquet n eat chicken rice..yum yum..heheh..then went my house n put begs..n went off to t-net..there..faiza dun wanna come in coz scared..pfff..then they ran away when the saw aliff..then aini ran away wif my bag,fone n wallet..soo then used rudy fone to call aini n me n her went inside the t-net club n left faiza alone..she went home 1st..at t-net:so only left me n aini..went to sir's room n diaturb him..haha..n saw aliff..we make fun of his name..i said aliff new n short name:MUHD ALIFF PULAU UBIN!!!HAHAS..n his real name is MUHD ALIFF MUBIN..soo,quite funny..then sir give his opinion n make aliff a new long name:MUHD ALIFF PULAU UBIN BESIDE PULAU TEKONG..hahas..maybe for some of u things its lame..but not for me n aini..hahas..soo then we laugh wif sir like crazy ppl n after tat,try to make paper shooter..dunno lah wats the actual name..hehe..then we started shooting at ppl..i get to shoot ah aliff mubin head..hahas..then we play by ourselves..then tat gigi setengah came,shaari..he smell like one died animal..smell man..cannot tahan..i tink u smell also can die after tat..ahah..no offence..but seriously..ahah..then we wrote something bad at his book..ahah..sorry..but dun care lah..ahaha..then at around 6pm,the t-net close coz sir need to go see doctor..then saw syafiq danial like wanna cry coz of money..something like tat lah..haha..lazy to post..i think tats all..currently chatting wif faiza n aini..soo..tm faiza will be going genting..soo,its kindda boring..haiz.. lah..bye!!!date:12/11/09time:7.58pmp.s:wish me luck for tomorrow..
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Wednesday, November 11, 2009 7:44 PM
HIHIHI..juz came back frm school..took blazer for a speech on monday..my blog now got songs..actually more then 1 but then,u have to refresh to hear different songs..haiz..but thank you aini for doing everything for me.. :)anyway,later going out wif faiza n aini..later me n aini going tnet together but dunno abt faiza..haha..she got phobia wof someone..hahas..too bad..haha..i xiao already..anyway,tomorrow is my NPCC PROMOTION TEST!!!OMG!!!DIE..hope i pass..wish me luck..ahaha...so.dunno wad to say??ahaha..bored..i wish the time flys very fast..currently chatting wif kassandra n aini..ahah..good bye for now..maybe posting again later.. :)date:12/11/09time:11.55amp.s:oh god,hope i pass and all the other cadets too.. ameen.. :)
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Tuesday, November 10, 2009 11:32 PM
HIHI..juz came back from npcc training today..tiring shey..can die ah..but dun care..its under the hot sun..wtf!!!now after posting,i will be sleeping like a fat pig for sure..bloody tired sia..did marching,hentak kaki n turning..shitt ah..then the seniors came n started thetthening us...bloody hell..kena sit at the floor n its burning all of our butt..kena speech wif farah..wth??anyway..two more days to the npcc promotion..fuck sia..hope i pass..haiz..
currently watching totally spies at disney channel..bored..soo..tats the end..maybe gonna sleep..but bloody hungry..haiz..haha..BYE.. :)
date:11/11/09
time:3.47pm
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hellohs..watcha peeps doing??hahas..anyway..today went t-net to day..talk talk wif aliff untill 6.50pm..then i walk home..faiza went home 1st coz she wanna go ibu house..heheh..soo..i tink tats all..tomorrow maybe going out wif aini go t-net..muahaha..soo..tomorrow got NPCC training..before the promotion test..haizz..currently watching a malay programme..funny sia..hahas..soo,like my new blog skin??the best friend aini do it for me..heheh..so..i tink tats all..muahaha..bye!!! :)date:10/11/09time:9.28pm
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Saturday, November 7, 2009 7:42 PM
HEYS..its sunday!!!n i hate it!!!coz nobody ganna bring me out..
yesterday:yesterday,i went out wif my sisters go parkway..went to cotton on..the place is bloody new..anyway,i wanted to buy a school shoe tat cost $19.95..quite expensive leh..hahas..but the shoe are very nice..hehe..dun care..wanna buy..so went home at like 7.05pm..today:currently posting and watching spongebob squarepants at nickelodean..hehe..funny..soo..now???dun noe leh wat to say..??haiz..wanna go swimming but dunno leh..all cannot go..haiz..anyway..today my 3 shool best friends are coming home to singapore!!!they went to BATAM FOR A WEEK..HEHE..hmm..maybe tats all im gonna post for today,or for now..hehe..maybe gonna post later at night..we'll see how..BYE..date:8 november 2009time:11.54am
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Friday, November 6, 2009 8:26 PM
SOMEBODY BRING ME OUT!!
HEYS..yesterdai BBQ n sherlyn's birthday was fun..very fun..although there were no games..yesterday was also very tiring coz we had to walk from marine terrece to BEDOK JETTY!!!you noe how far it is??very far..but i am not so lazy as that safaruddin(dr.sam)haha..he never turn up yesterday..bloody hell..anyway,the part when its cake time..she was very surprise from the looks of her face..haha..HAPPY BIRTHDAY,SHERLYN!!!okie..currently hearing this song called hungerian suiside song..why is the title like tat??now i will tell you the story..hungerian suicide song:
[Gloomy Sunday] was written in 1933. Its melody and original lyrics were the creation of Rezső Seress, a self-taught pianist and composer born in Hungary in 1899.
The crushing hopelessness and bitter despair which characterised the two stanzas penned by Seress were superseded by the more mournful, melancholic verses of Hungarian poet László Jávor.
When the song came to public attention it quickly earned its reputation as a ’suicide song’. Reports from Hungary alleged individuals had taken their lives after listening to the haunting melody, or that the lyrics had been left with their last letters.
Spooky, isn’t it? But that’s only the beginning of this bizarre and twisted tale. Read on…if you dare…
…a few months after Gloomy Sunday was printed, there were a spate of strange occurrences that were allegedly sparked off by the new song. In Berlin, a young man requested a band to play Gloomy Sunday, and after the number was performed, the man went home and blasted himself in the head with a revolver after complaining to relatives that he felt severely depressed by the melody of a new song which he couldn’t get out of his head. That song was Gloomy Sunday.
A week later in the same city, a young female shop assistant was found hanging from a rope in her flat. Police who investigated the suicide found a copy of the sheet-music to Gloomy Sunday in the dead girl’s bedroom.
Two days after that tragedy, a young secretary in New York gassed herself, and in a suicide note she requested Gloomy Sunday to be played at her funeral. Weeks later, another New Yorker, aged 82, jumped to his death from the window of his seventh-storey apartment after playing the ‘deadly’ song on his piano. Around the same time, a teenager in Rome who had heard the unlucky tune jumped off a bridge to his death.
The newspapers of the world were quick to report other deaths associated with Seress’s song. One newspaper covered the case of a woman in North London who had been playing a 78 recording of Gloomy Sunday at full volume, infuriating and frightening her neighbours, who had read of the fatalities supposedly caused by the tune. The stylus finally became trapped in a groove, and the same piece of the song played over and over. The neighbours hammered on the woman’s door but there was no answer, so they forced the door open – only to find the woman dead in her chair from an overdose of barbiturates.
As the months went by, a steady stream of bizarre and disturbing deaths that were alleged to be connected to Gloomy Sunday persuaded the chiefs at the BBC to ban the seemingly accursed song from the airwaves.
Back in France, Reszo Seress, the man who had composed the controversial song, was also to experience the adverse effects of his creation. He wrote to his ex-fiancee, pleading for a reconciliation. But several days later came the most awful, shocking news. Seress learned from the police that his sweetheart had poisoned herself. And by her side, a copy of the sheet music to Gloomy Sunday was found.
Man, I’m not even sure whether I should (or indeed, can) in good conscience finish off this post. I won’t lie to you – I’m really scared of the potential consequences. But we’ve come this far…and I’m in a black, black place in my life at the moment. Let’s push on. Let’s see where this takes us. Let’s toy with death and the forces of the supernatural. Are you curious about the fate of the composer? Do you want to know what happened to him following the dubious “successes” of his masterpiece of pain?
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Thursday, November 5, 2009 7:17 PM
HOPE SO...
HIE..currently doing nothing..hmm.yea..chatting wif zen n aini..yea..at least something..so,lets continue,today gonna have bbq wif npcc mates..n also celebration one of our cedet birthday as what i wrote at yesterday post..so,wanna noe wats my plan???MY PLAN FOR TODAY??gonna meet joan n matin at marine terrece i tink at 4.30pm..then they follow me go parkway n take the birthday cake..walk to bedok jetty..FAR SIA..but wad to do??all place all fully booked..so anyway,i tink tats all for my plan..hehe..so again now,doing nothing but posting my blog..haiz..anyway,why is my post of the day titled,"HOPE SO?"coz i hope so tat today IS NOT GONNA RAIN!!!OH GOD,PLEASE MAKE A WONDERFUL DAY FOR US TODAY TO HAVE FUN..AMEEN
date:06 november 2009
time:11.31am
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WHAT THE HELL!!!
HIE..how are you people??im fine over here..hahas..anyway,juz came back from giant,mcp supermarket n budget value..haha..coz tomorrow got bbq..anyway,tomorrow,we are also celebrating sherelyn birthady..(sorry is wrong spelling :) )now, i gonna tell what happen to us/me juz now..hehewhat happen to us at east coast??ohk..at 9am,me n joan met up wif claodia n yao lin/or lin yao(hehe..dunno which come 1st..sorry)at broadrick sec..then we waited for yong song..he came very late leh..then tried to go in the sch but cant..the stupid security guard dun let..then plan n suddenly saw remus..then after that safa..then went to parkway at 10.45am like tat..book the barbeque pit..soo bloody far lor..like at bedok jetty..hahas..anyway,its pit number 59 area f..hehe..so anyway,after booking,went to east coast n cycle coz wanna see how far is the place..quite far ah..xiao..then it was RAINING HEAVILY!!!LIKE WTF?HAHAS..then me n joan went 1st n guess wat??we are not that wet!!!the worse 1 is yong song..the whole thing we sia..hahas..too bad..claodia n yao lin/lin yao(hahas..sorry again)were wet as well..haha..ohk..then we stop for awhile n we eat at lagoon view food court..then we eat untill it stop raining n we cycled back to where we got tat bike from..sent the bike back n then me n joan went home to change our clothes..where do we go next???so then we went to parkway to meet martin n went to giant..anyway,i went with my npcc friends..hehe..very fun..except for the UNEXPECTED SMELL!!!!!HAHAHAHS!!!so..let me continue,went giant n bought alot of things for the barbeque...we went bangawan solo to order cake for our surprise cedet..hehe..soo,i will have to collect the cake tomorrow..then we went to budget value to see some drinks but unfortunately,we bought water at MCP super market..then went home..yong song,claodia n yao lin/lin yao went to the other side where me n martin went the other side..soo now..HERE I AM!!!MUAHAHA..maybe post later or tomorrow..BYE!! :)date:5 november 2009time:4.37pmp.s:PPL GOING FOR THE BBQ,JUZ BRING UMBRELLA INCASE RAINING..HAHAS..HOPE NOT.. :)
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Tuesday, November 3, 2009 7:47 PM
ITS RAINING!!!
HEYS..hie..anyway,my house now is bloody dark lor..and u gess wad??ITS RAINING!!!YEY..FINALLY..THANK YOU GOD!!! :) hahas..currently hearing song.teaser by britney spears..the song quite nice leh..haha..ok so..gonna talk abt facebook..FACEBOOK:currently now on facebook got the thingi called social interview..me n faizal think its very fun..coz we can spam other ppl..but me n faizal always spam each other..muahaha..its juz fun..got one question abt me..it was askingWHAT DOES NORAISHA NANI NEVER FORGET TO BRING BEFORE LEAVING HER HOUSE?and faizal answered:CLOTHES!!so i was like..cleaver..hahas..he's quite clever..so i spam him back..but my answer is damn long to him..haha..wanna see my answer??go to my facebook..NORAISHA NANI..ohk?hahas..anyway..if u spam me..i will do it back to u..hahas..soo GET READY.. fuck!!now stop raining alreay..soo fast..wat the hell..alamak..shitt ah..anyway,bored..somebody bring me out!!today connot go out wif zofeerah coz she got choir..wat the hell..anyway..i got nothing else o talk..hahas..holidays are boring..hmm..maybe quite fun..muahaha..maybe gonna go out wif faiza n nadia..haha..hmm..currently waiting for faizal to online..muahaha..bye..date:4 november 2009time:12.06pmp.s:HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARLIE..(SINGER FROM ST12)
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Monday, November 2, 2009 6:22 PM
I'M BORED!!!
HIE..today,currently doing nothing..haiz..i always feel nagetive abt myself..haiz..dunno larh y..my studies are not good enough even tough i get promoted to secondary 2..fine..my english sucks to the core..untill i hurt someone feeling..ouh man!!!i hate hurting ppl feeling..i feel like im a very bad person deep in side of me..haiz..SOOOO SORRY FAIZAL FOR TAT DAY..only zofeerah understand me..nobody noes my secrets...I FEEL REALLI BAD!!!one sorry is not enough..arghh!!!Anyway,its HOLIDAY!!!but soo bored!!!i cannot tahan staying at home!!i wan to go out..hahas..i bought SECONDARY 1 MATHS ASSESSMENT BOOK!!!surprise?yesh..coz i fail my sec 1 maths..soo i wanna practise my maths during the holiday so tat i can do better in sec 2..currently chatting wif zofeerah n faizal..haiz..today is faiza 2nd paper,maths..hope she can do her maths properly..coz i noe,she hatez maths to the core..hahas..hmm..maybe tats all i could write/type..maybe post again later..BYE.. :)date:3 november 2009time:10.45amp.s:ALL THE BEST FAIZA!!!
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